I would like to give you a 30 day challenge that I promise you will change your life.
For the next 30 days I am challenging you to listen to nothing but Christian radio.
I am also challenging you to go to sleep listening to Music Meets Heaven on YouTube. There are collections of 50 songs and 81 songs and a couple of long playing collections. (You can skip the adds if you want)
If you will fill your mind with these playlist it will bring you peace and strengthen you.
I was going through a very dark, trying time in my own personal life years ago and this helped me make it through my battles and find peace and strength. If you are being challenged with battles of your own at this time I can promise you it will make a huge difference in your life as well.
Please let me know you are going to take this challenge so I can pray for you. firstname.lastname@example.org